Friday, August 1, 2008

This ho is batshit crazy

Almost Happy (better read aloud)

He enters my mind this time.

It makes no difference except inside.

A little torture even when I'm far from weak,

I close my eyes and hear him speak.

Dreams of his touch plague me...

Defying chronology and logically,

I am almost happy.

But some things are missing...

Promises have not completely broken me.

As long as I have putty

To fill the crack of the buddy

That I lack.

He's still joking of course,

My invisible discourse,

Distracting from the present tense.

His pop song reminds me of a bad friend

I wonder what would have happened...

In this nonexistent place

Where I get to kiss his face.

I've occupied myself in space,

My memories take the place

In my heart,

I want to feel this way for someone new

But I'm just to scared to.

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